Writing to write

In which I ruminate on my failure as a novelist.

Vintage style typewriter for writing

I have a continual process of checking and reposting old pieces of writing, I am constantly discovering new ways to say what I thought I had said but did not do it very clearly. Added to this it is always nice to resurrect an old post from archive oblivion.

As I was going through last winter’s posts I discovered my feeble attempt at NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) and was embarrassed by:

This was the point in which I gave up trying to be a writer and jus to be happy as someone who wrote.

When it comes to the question “what do you do when you’re writing” my answer is simple. I do the rest of my life. I go to work and mess around with spreadsheets and then I come home and play at husband and father. Throughout the day I have a few moments where I can spend some time to myself, and in these moments I get to do stuff I consider fun or interesting.

These moments can happen during my morning commute or the hour I have at night while Mrs G is doing her schoolwork. I can either spend it reading the internet or by picking up a games controller. Sometimes I will start typing on a keyboard.

I don’t have a way of resetting and returning to writing as it is not an activity that is my number one priority. It is my gardening or yoga, a hobby I partake in to relax. This is why I failed at NaNoWriMo, I don’t want an interest to become a chore. When it becomes too much like work it isn’t as fun.

I’ve made an attempt this year (after three years of trying) to complete a whole year of the Daily Prompt posts and have managed to surpass my previous record of three weeks. Where as I made a concerted effort to post as soon as the topic du jour was released this time I have just aimed to get it done by midnight.

By doing this I get more balance in my writing, it doesn’t become a job and I don’t have to have done 400 words by lunchtime. It makes me happy to be someone who writes and not be a writer.

Author: geekergosum

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9 thoughts on “Writing to write”

  1. Lately, I’ve been feeling the same in the way where I enjoy writing less and less, and it becomes a chore. I think it comes from overthinking—and overthinking everything. How could I possibly achieve my dream of becoming an author by not meeting certain standards? What if I never achieve it at all? I suppose it was a realisation that I realises this doesn’t help at all, and that for now I need to focus on more important things, like completing my degree. That has helped a lot, and I do have more time to dedicate to other things, like working on my novel or short stories I want to submit to magazines. With the pressure to make everything perfect, and make everything happen all at once—though sometimes it still makes a visit every now and then—I feel a lot more at ease. Plus, this post has reminded me to not be so hard on myself, and write because that is the one thing that calms me, what I love to do.

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    1. I think the important thing about doing something you love is not to do it in a way that makes you hate it. Mrs G had the same issue with being a writer, and it caused her to not write because she didn’t want to feel bad about writing.

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    1. I have no interest in washing the dishes, therefore that is a chore. This is how I try to live my life, if I enjoy something I don’t for it to become too serious that I can no longer enjoy it. I get too competitive at sports and take defeat too hard so I don’t do it too often because I lose the enjoyment.


    1. I think to be a serious writer you have to have a certain ability to shut yourself off from others and be willing to have people tell you exactly what is wrong with your writing. In the end I do this for fun so I don’t worry about either of these criteria. The Daily Prompt is a great way to decide if you want to write or not.


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